So another one of my little relationship dilemmas have come back, this time cultivated by my friend, Michael.
Andrew has decided to plan an event for the whole group, so girls+guys, to go to Bondi this Saturday. Half of us are already going. I want to go, but I have tutoring during the time we leave for the trains :/ so I posted on the event wall and Andrew, being the funny loser he is, tells me to cancel it "RIGHT NOW." I said I'll try, and Michael comes along to put his 2 cents in it and telling me that my ex boyfriend told him to tell me to come.
DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY BEATS MY HEART SKIPPED!?
I knew it was a joke, and I was ought to be angry, but even a little white lie could make me happy- though it wasn't white.
Today at school I kept shooting him glares and he kept swearing it was true. When he shouted out "Look, even ask Andrew. ANDREW!" I knew I had to shut his mouth so I covered his mouth with my hand hahas. At that point I was considering he was telling the truth. Then lunch came and Lachlan came back from the doctors- I don't know why he'd come to school when he has 80 minutes of school left lol- and started chasing after Michael. THAT's when I knew he was lying 100%. It was sad to be honest; I was holding on to that small line of love and I get hurt, again. It's unfair, especially of Michael to do that to me.
And this makes me wonder- is it obvious I still miss him? My ex, I mean. The girls know, of course, but the guys? That's another thing. I don't talk to them often and they're usually smoking (ugh!), getting high, or playing LoL and DotA and stuff. So if they ever talk about me, do they bring me and my ex up?
During math this morning Christine, Brandon and I were discussing the beach plan, but he and my ex had tutor that day (so did I). Christine suggested that they go to the station and wait for me and then we go together. My first thought was "Oh, Christine...." and Brandon says "What? And make things even more awkward? No way mate," and I just deflated. :(
I didn't think my ex hated me that much.. lol.
To further my saddened heart, I have class with him tomorrow. Extension math early in the morn', English first 2 periods, and Math last 2. WAE!? All I do is sneak peeks at him, lol -__- I'm sure Maria knows so, does he?
Answer will be revealed...
When the time comes.
LOL
x
