Sometimes I feel like deleting half my posts here. I sound
like a complete fool; a hypocritical teenager who whines just as much as others.
It disappoints me to hear that I come out this way, when really all I want is to
sound intelligent. How is it that some writers are able to sound eloquent when
writing? That even when blogging about their own experiences it is read like a
story with a moral? I am jealous of those who have the natural talent of
creative writing, whereas I struggle to even post about what I did the day
before. How can I improve? Will I ever improve?