Society puts too much pressure on individuals to become skinny. There are so many misconceptions about what is beautiful, and what isn't. Weight shouldn't have to define the kind of person we are, though it does. Sure, it can have some impact, but I don't think it should overrule everything else.
I hate feeling like I have to apologise every time I can't fit myself into a size small jeans, or skirt, or any bottom wear at that. I feel like I have to apologise for sometimes having to choose a size 10 and not a 6 or an 8.
I hate that I can't control my cravings and temptation. I feel guilty and terrible every time I whip out something fatty or full or sugar because I hate eating so less and so healthy all the time. I want to be happy because I'm not skinny or obese, but I can't because I just want to "be like her." It's so embarrassing for me to choose something bigger than an 8 or a Small; I just want to be thinner.
My thighs are too large, I have too much stomach fat. My arms are flabby, my face is too big. My boobs and ass are too small. I'm too short, my fingers are too stubby. My skin's too dark, my hair's not long enough. My pimples won't go away, neither do my stretch marks.
I'm exercising but it's not much to burn calories. I want to go to the gym but how and who with when I can't drive?
God, I feel like killing myself sometimes.
