Tomorrow is Jacob's birthday, and our group hasn't gotten anything for him :/ Usually, we'd all chip in to buy a present for every member of the group on their birthday- and that's about 20 of us, hahas. Something happened amongst the boys and Jacob so you can cross them out. Us girls though, didn't know what to get him, so we couldn't get anything for his birthday.
When Siacksahone(surname), Maria and I were discussing this, S asked me when my birthday was. Lol, awkward. I didn't want to tell her. It's not that I hate her or anything- she's one of my good friends from the group :3- it's just I don't want people to know lols.
The reason is because, well, I don't even know. I just don't want people to know. I kind of regret telling all my friends now, lmfao. They might want to get me something and that's the second thing I DON'T want. The first being saying Happy Birthday lols. I kind of dread my birthday- my family almost always forgets and it kinda hurts, so I said to myself, 'just forget about it.' So that's what I'm doing. Sort of. It's such a hassle, really. Buying the present and all the thoughts that go in to it is a lot. I don't like presents either, lol. I mean, I'd accept them, but it's just not part of me, y'know? I feel bad that my friends have to go through the trouble of buying me a cake and a present and what not. Lols, fml.
Hopefully they don't do anything for the next few years.
Oh, when's my birthday? idk, don't ask me, lols.
If I were to celebrate this dreadful day, I'd only want to hear a 'happy birthday' from one person, and receive a present from that same person. Not like it'll happen though, lol. So oh well.
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